I wish that I was one of those people who look pretty and put together all the time. I wish I felt on top of things all the time.

right now I am painfully aware of how unprepared I am. People are good at making me feel a little better. People are good at telling me how wonderful I am, but I am not the right kind of wonderful right now.

the job hunt is discouraging. I need more leads. I have an informational interview on Wednesday. I am pretty excited and pretty nervous about it. Nervous at the commute. Excited at potential opportunities.

anyway. I have a lot in my head. And a cavity that desperately needs tending too. Oh job with dental insurance, where are you?